Missing you already

Can't help thinking of you

Days passes by and it soon going to be our attachments i can't help myself for knowing where will we be posted this time... i'm hoping it will be with you this time...

My Bibey will be going back 2nd October and i will be left behind.. T.T... now will be the time that i really wish we will be posted at the same place i can't stand being alone without her for 3 months or better yet till the end of the year argghhh....

Sayang, i wrote something for you, it suppose to be a song but i do not have the melody yet so... i just wrote into a piece of paper. It was done at the pond that morning when we had our arguements here it goes...

I believe that we will
Get this through till the end
I can say that i truly, deeply love you

Sitting on the bench near
this wide empty pond
thinking through what i've done
that has made you so mad

I am sorry for what i've done
This stupid mistakes kept repeating
And you are fond
Of what i did and ignored
Me at all

I'm trying to tell you
That i'm truly sad
Packed my bag that's a regret

Because i'm leaving you
On your own
It's such a childish way to do
But now i'm making up all that

Please accept my apology
This is how i could let you know
with this song, my feelings revealed

This is what i had in mind....

During the night i was at the pond, this is also the last thing i had in mind before going back to your place.

"Now, all i want to do is go back to her place, go into her room even if she is sleeping or awake, i really want to say i'm truly sorry for leaving you and for what i've done towards you that night. Dear, I really can't afford to lose you at all cost. You've taken my heart and nothing can change the feeling i felt towards you"

Thank you so much darling for the effort of looking for me even in the state of semi-conscious. Deep inside you, you know that we both need each other much

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH BIBEY

sincerely,
theodorejohnlinganbibey