You're counting the days returning, i'm denying that you're going back
Saying that i'm happy for you that you get to go back to your hometown i am and at the same time i'm not. Watching you go was the hardest thing i could ever did or see soon. Was i being paranoia for her absence for days, weeks, months???
Its hard to see you're going off soon, i have to see you in a day even for a while. I can't stand on my own i need you to held me up, I misses you every moment even when you're around me because you're going back soon, left me alone lonely without any company you've given me everyday.
Held you close to me was the only thing i could think of right now, letting you go never came pass my thoughts ever. Seeing your face every time definitely gives me all sorts of emotions. Happy, excited, timid, pampered, awe, sigh, so much more to elaborate.
Leaving you, when i'm about to go back or like wise, makes me sad to even say goodbye, to even walk fast away but slowly and watched as you closed the door or showing your back on me as i were still looking at you from a distance thinking you would look back at me to see that i missed you already.
Promise me, even we're far a distance away, unable to see each other you will love me, chase after me, remembered me every moment not wanting our relationship to end but to keep it alive as it was now till then. I've promise you that earlier on to you and now i want you to say on your own words that you'll do the same.
Showing you all my love with no regrets i here by saying that i am truly in love with the one and only NURAIN AFIZA always and forever.
p/s: i cried doing this really can't believe i just did that :p
fromthe♥,
theodorejohn♥Bibey
theodorejohn♥Bibey
