The night feelings was written

Feelings was kept unspoken but written out!

How sweet!! iloveyoutons comel!

I cant sleep.

I need to hear your voice :(

Im waiting for you to call me actually. Namau kacau you kija.

I miss you.

I miss your stupid jokes.

I miss our late nyte talk.

I miss playing Fatal Frame and God of war with you.

I miss having breakfast, lunch and dinner with you.

I miss our McD moment.

I miss the things "that ...are not suppose to say here" with you.

I miss your comel smile.

I miss when you act comel2.

I miss watching movie with you, where I ended up sleeping and you ended up merajuk sama b.

I miss our Genting trip.

I miss our early morning beaufort moment.

I miss you goddamnit.

I love you.

This is what she wrote

I miss lying on your body
I miss your scent
I miss your hand on my face
I miss the way you look at me
I miss your kisses
I miss sleeping beside you
I miss you Theodore John!

My reply to her was,

Aww!! You're so sweet!!
I would reply you the same
but you would say
I copy from you
Therefore, All i can say is
Imissesyou every moment
Nurain Afiza!!

That day will come

Doing something behind is something that shouldn't have been done at the first place but we we aren't aware that until one day you realized what have been done.

To have the approval by many parties the next step should be done. Somehow asking right away is quite inappropriate, as it is something important to be done. However, giving it time may someday fine the right time where the question was asked may be fulfill when one is ready.

I'm giving it a thought and within several months not exceeding a year, between 6-8 months will be the right time to achieved what both wants as the next step in a relationship.

I really do want to get engage one day. And the person i want to be engage and furthermore to living with the rest of my life is no other than my darling Nurain Afiza! But she isn't aware that what have she to asked me, that i take it seriously.

Iloveyoutons Nurain Afiza!

Please be patient for a bit. I may be a pain in the ass sometimes but what i did n will be doing is worth the living.