I've been so close to my sayang everyday or you could say staying under one roof and that was the happiest moment that i got to wake up and off to bed saying and giving hugs and kisses to her but when the day comes where i have to sleep out away from her even for just the night, i know what happens next.
The absence of her by my side totally whipped me.
We would always have something to talk about, messing around that never bore us not even a single moment because we interacted very well now but when comes to be away we would have nothing to text only by calling we will be chattering for hours sometimes saying nothing but atleast we're listening to each others voices.
Honestly we just don't know how to text, its better to just call and talk which is more happening.
However, i want to make up every loss in this blog since the last blog updated by me.
Firstly, i would love to say happy 20th birthday darling. I've once again proposed you to be my girlfriend with a proved of a ring which you held and wore every moment.
Secondly, Happy 3rd monthsary Gorgeous, there's more to you than meets the eye. For every moment having you is the best hoping one day you could see i'm the ocean or the sea to make you realise that my love for you has no end. i'm trying to purifing the love we have to make you feel the best out of me. Iloveyoutodeath Nurain Afiza.
3rdly, Happy 4th monthsary, it was a perfect morning that moment, but then it changes a little because we argued, i'm sorry i said you make our monthsary worse, i really didn't mean it because it was my fault that make you feel uncomfortable and when i'm around others. Its true i may not realize my behavior but you noted it to me and that i have made changes towards that for us, especially for you. Everything changes when we were about to get off from the hospital and to proceed what have been plan for the day. We went for a trip to various places just to brighten up our monthsary by driven quater part of sabah. it was tiring but surely it is fun having you sitting next to me listen to all my silly jokes, watching you fall asleep. Thank you for the trips from beaufort - sipitang - tenom - keningau - banjaran crocker - kimanis - beaufort. Iloveyou every moment darling Nurain Afiza!!!
4thly, Even around you i would misses you more, nevermind about away from you, you'll understand how i misses you more!! Sometimes at your cribs, and hour or two not talking to you and minding my own business could make me crushed down looking for you and give you a hard hugs and warmth kisses and mentioning i misses you already.
Finally, The hardest moment of me is to watch us being away and lead us both to over sadness can imagined!! I hereby, declaring NURAIN AFIZA BT ABD LATIF is THEODORE JOHN's fully responsible for any wrong doing, i would slit myself just of her and for her. I promise to love you every moment and wishing one day we could and move to a higher stages in relationship where we always wanted, to seal us both forever with love, care, warmth and having the feeling stakes or drastically shoots up by then...
ILoveYouNowAndEver,
TheodoreLoveNurain
