Why thanks roxy??
Its actually nothing to be thankful to.
She wanted it so badly and planned to get a shoe she wanted a month ago but after our last visit to both roxy in wisma and 1 Borneo, her heart crushed! She felt hurt for the things she wanted was not available in her size and that is totally fuck up!!!
Thanks Roxy for ruining her night and as well as mine!! Her mood totally changed to anger which i couldn't even comfort her or atleast calm her down! Why did this happened?? I hated when something she wanted badly gone, and i was left ignorance just because of that!! I want her to have what she really wanted. This suppose to make her feel happy once she got that shoe she love but it has turn to the opposite. FUCK!!!
She wouldn't even care about me after the first visit. I never wanted this to happened!! When she left she doesn't event bother or has the passion to hug me fully, it's like she does not want to be touch or to start a conversation. It has totally crushed my heart, like i said earlier on FUCK!!
Now, all i want her is to calm down and hopefully she realise what she done to me, i'm not asking an apology or anything, i just want her to now that i, in anyway trying my hardest to give what she love. I don't want to be left ignored like what has happen tonight. It has totally Fucked Up our night.
I'm to be blame of for this stupid decision, planned ahead, far ahead which now has gone for her. Yeah Thanks Roxy for ruining it and i would love to say to myself, that i'm totally an idiotic person!!!!
